ara pehlivanian

I’m tired.
I’m tired of running in circles.
I’m tired of my “somethings” being turned into “nothings”.
I’m tired of always having to explain.
I’m tired of yelling.
I’m tired of hearing “that’s not what I meant” instead of “I’m sorry”.
I’m tired of excuses.
I’m tired of not being able to fix it.
I’m tired of it not being good enough.
I’m tired of being threatened.
I’m tired of not mattering.
I’m tired of misinterpreting.
I’m tired of misinterpretation.
I’m tired of never having enough time.
I’m tired of the timing never quite working out.
I’m tired of screwing up what’s important.
I’m tired of screwing up.
I’m tired of my shortcomings.
I’m tired of wanting what I shouldn’t.
I’m tired of failing.
I’m tired of fear.
I’m tired of pain.
I’m tired of guilt.
I’m tired of being angry.
I’m tired of being tired.